Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Up till today i will say i cant really understand myself, What my heart really really wants.
I am always in that 3min of impulse thing all the time, but after i sleep and wake up in the morning, i will start to wonder about what i want again. And everything the decision is different.
Sometimes i really wonder if i should give up playing game... and do something that is more practical and useful.. but i know i cant... The course i am studying now.. I wanted animation so that i can make games animation... movie animation.. Everything i am doing and studying for is like for games.
So if lets say i wanna stop gaming. I dont know what am i studying this course for..
looking at newspaper .. and news... saying how secondary sch students can do animation as well, makes me kinda scared. Everyone can do animation then what am i studying it for lol.
9:18 PM
