Sunday, September 14, 2008
QQ my hamster died today... i discovered it like 2 - 3 hours after it died.. body not warm... but its still soft.. so it didnt die for very long..
he died beside his favourite cuttlefish that my mum gaved him...
Well... He lived with me for around almost 2 years... and he gave me all kind of problems. Right at the start.. he fought with his brother hamster.. until both of them bleed.. so i gotta take them into different cages...
not long after... he became kinda emoish.. always hiding in one corner.. and yea its the common problem for hamsters after changing their living ennvironment... luckily i cured him by putting him into the Plastic Transparent ball.. (for hamster to crawl around the house with it) everyday.. lol .. and he is smart to find his old house..
after that he became more active in his own cage and tada ~!
next... he contracted some kind of skin problem... and his leg became swollen... but i guess this is the start of the nightmare.. then his skin problem just come and go all the time.. until like 2 months ago .. his leg got some infection, and kinda like rot a little.. so .. again cured it with some medicine ... the leg healed...
but it look really haggard.. so i already knew this day would come... and there..
so i buried it.... with some new bedding and food.. (well its kinda like chinese tradition... dont wanna let him go hungry on his way to reincarnation)
and .. not forgetting to give him my little token of appreciation these 2 years he accompanied me..
well if i said i am not sad i am faking it.. lol .. yea tears did fall from my eyes after placing these flowers on it..
and it became my signature wallfall eyes when i started to clear his house.... well even now i can feel my eyes are teary again ... lol may he bless his brother to live longer.. and yea.. i will never forget you.. hes my 4th hamster that i buried ...
sigh.. if he lived for another 1 month plus ... he would be celebrating my birthday with me... i got them on my birthday 2 years ago... and i remember how tiny they were.. the went missing on the second day i bought them, aparrantly there were so small that they squeezed throught the grills of the cage .. lol found them hiding in my shoe box..
not sure if i will buy another one if this current hamster dies... but i really love hamsters..
Well .. i am sure i will be drooling with my eyes on the pillow tonight...
Take care and go to the painless world little one ! meet your seniors ! (my other hamster that died)
Remembering you always.....
11:01 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
lol sorry.. i know i am gone for a month... people who comes back to my blog to read regularly i really appreciate it...
ok.. so seriously nothing much had happened after my fyp.. i am just at home.. finding job.. playing game at the same time. and it occurs to me that i should use this 1 months time to do something meaningful..
1) Slim down ( this apparantly quite hard, piangs my father buy char siew rice with extra duck drumstick for me =.= . i press the drumstick i can see the oil ozzing out rofl, BUT i am eatting relatively much lesser than last time... so i think its a slow and long and painful process to slim down like that..)
2) Gyming (ok been going gym with jeremy .. but i think can go more than 2 times a week)
3) Work (ok this is not meaningful at all.. lol just to earn money thats all..)
4) Learn Piano ( yes this thought suddenly came back to me after hearing my piano songs..)
So yes i think i choose 1 2 4 .. 3 i shall put it aside first... i got like the rest of my life to do it.. lol.... right now i think i am looking for a piano teacher.. gotta start somewhere..
I wanted to learn piano ever since i was young... but back then when i am at primary school.. my mum dont allow me to learn, i remember asking her
"Ma... I wanna learn how to play a piano.."
then she said
"Learn piano for wat! no use ! kenot earn money with it ! our house no space to put piano already ! dont learn!"
And yea... so i ended up didnt learn.. up till when i was at poly year 2... i was playing with the electric keyboard my sister brought home.. my mum saw me sitting down at the keyboard for hours, trying to learn how to play Cannon in D. Then she came to me and say
"Boy ah, you really like piano so much ar? (i bet she say this cause she see me not playing computer game instead)"
then i replied
"Ya.. i asked you when i was young .. i said i wanted to learn piano .. but you said.. (Above) ... then never learn lor.."
Then she said
"You really want to learn ar? .. Go and learn now lor... i help you pay the fees.."
then i was thinking in my brain
(Wa piang.. last time i small small, hand still very agile and flexible that time she dont let me learn, now my hand stiff like carrot liao then let me learn... and now already like so busy liao... got band .. got sch... got exam... got work.. that time i still in brewerkz working.. where got time to learn...literally monday to sunday is occupied)
yea so now is holiday... i think i should go and start learning.. before my finger become stiff like sugarcane..
10:53 PM
