Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Woo i downloaded brave fencer musashi ~ and ... SO HAPPY at first and the whole game start of with ... a blue blue moon on the sky....
"Chapter 1 - The Journey Begins"
and after that the screen just go pitch black.... Journey begins in black hole? wtf? rofl....
yea i am feeling much better after trashing out in the blog... thanks to these who ask if i am fine... lol
gotta love the after band KFC chit chat session.... it alway brings us so much laughter. feels like all kind of unhappiness is gone ~
Ridwan.. i am so gonna learn all the bad stuff you teach me...
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"HEY ROBIN!, see i think thats Lun Tat right?"
*my heads looked at the direction he point*
me : "Where ? Where i didnt See them...."
*ridwan steals my fries*
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*throws key on the floor*
"Hey can you help me pick it up?"
*another fries stolen*
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"Hey can you grab the tissue of there for me?"
*Stands up slightly and reach for the tissue*
*Another fries stolen*
omg ~ Fries stealer~ wut the fug ?
oh and jhokie ! thanks for the musashi songs lol ! really brings back alot of memories.. love you tons !
Bleh...... feels like my body is not in good condition again... getting funny aches here and there ..
10:02 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Ok..i know i didnt blog for a long time... because i am leaving the space for my other hamster...
Alright.. the 2nd one died .... no photo taken.. cause its pretty much unsightly...
buried it next to my first hamster..
I cant belive what is happening to me these past 2 days..
First.... My 3rd sis treat the whole family to eat some nice seafood.. I cant go cause i got band practise.... yesterday..
Second... My band performance falls on my 3D Animation class... which is the class i always wanted to attend ever since i choose my freaking course... ok skiped it as well today... ( i didnt know my animation class was on wednesday.. stupid new timetable....)
Third.. Bird shit drop on my shoulder this morning when i am heading over to the band room...
Fourth .. My hamster died tonight..
Am i freakin down on luck or something, i am overwhelm with grieve right know i seriously dont know whats wrong or wtf is the god trying to do to me. I wont blame the band cause i agreed to perform, i need to be responsible for what i have promised. its just that all the thing pop out last min making me feel so screwed.
if gods want to kill me pls send a car to bang me right when i am crossing the road.
STOP playing these kind of farking small little tricks on me .....
Gods pretty much screwed up my whole life... i am not living in pain or what... but all these small little problems on me.. my head my ass my body .. EVERYWHERE got a farking problem.
I dont have a God dam room for me to trash things out. I SLEEP IN THE LIVING ROOM FOR FUCKING 19 YEARS.. I DONT HAVE A FARKING PLACE TO PUT MY BLOODY THINGS, EVERYWHERE I PUT I AM BOUND TO GET A SCOLDING.
when you say things nicely yes. i got the biggest room.. so? do you like it when everyone passes through your room every few mins? EAT and throw all the farking wrappings papers of sweets, biscuits, Tissues, Food crumps, Food stains on the floor and the table? and i am always the one who is clearing all the shits up. CAUSE I NEED TO SLEEP THERE.
When friends come to my house i dont have a proper room to entertain them. And when i need time alone i have to hide in the toilet TO CRY TO SMILE AT THE WALL OR TO ADMIRE THE SOILED UNDIES.
I AM SLEEPING BESIDE THE SHOE RACK. SHOES right behind the fan that is blowing towards me every night. Salted fish smell of any kind of flavour or duration 1 week 1 month 1 year you choose...
ITS NOT GONNA KILL ME I KNOW, BUT ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
WHY THE FUCK DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL OF THESE??
ITS NOT AS SERIOUS AS NOT HAVING LEGS OR HANDS, UNCURABLE DISEASE , BLIND , MUTE OR WATEVER SHIT I KNOW
BUT TRY TO FARKING LIVE IN A CONDITION LIKE THIS FOR 19 YEARS. AND I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS.
I AM JUST FEELING SO IRRITATED AND ANNOYED NOW. MY HAMSTER DIED AND MY FARKING 1ST SIS CAME OUT OF HER ROOM SPRAYING AIR REFRESHENER ALL AROUND THE LIVING ROOM SAYING
"THIS ONE WILL KILL GERMS!"
WTF? CANT SHE FARKING DO IT WHEN I AM NOT AROUND. SHES SPRAYIN RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. WHEN I AM CLEARING MY HAMSTER CAGE.
I Really Really had enuff...
Perhaps my mother shld have agreed with my father when he wanted to abort me long ago.
I shouldnt have existed in the first place....
Argh... feel so much better after letting all these out.. i gotta do this once in a blue moon... i will be smiling tomoro...
7:32 AM
